La Habra

I attended my 4th day of tax school on Thursday.

Everywhere there are clues that people are tired of the 8-5 or 9-6 boxed schedule and yesterday confirmed it.

We were talking about how we were being taxed if we earned income from YouTube and everyone in the class voiced how much they are tired of being slaves to the current work system, including the teacher.

I’m going to find the way out of this jail set-up we’ve all been so used to.

They say when man becomes so used to danger he has lost his way and gives up obtaining freedom in exchange for false safety; a jail system he falls in love with. A cage he molds into and atrophied through time. It’s happened on a worldwide scale.

But I’m one of those that won’t accept this control..

Reset Button

“Things always get worse before they get better.”

Last night I met with my friend whom I haven’t spoken in almost a year.

He reminded me the importance of meditation.

I realized I’d fallen into that codependent swirl down the drain again.

It clicked so hard.

I’d given myself away so much I was getting lost and depressed.

I was getting addicted to being with other people even if they pissed me off.

I’m glad I stopped myself before I dissipated into nothingness.

I was becoming the energy that I hated: neediness.

And now I’m totally at peace.. Cleaning myself up from that deadly Fibonacci  spiral.

Meditation… It works.

It’s my reset button.

Internal Blades: Path to Sovereignty 

Closer and closer

I felt the sharp ends of the knives coming out of my stomach.

It started gradually when I began to become irritated by how my sister acts.

She is the kind of person that doesn’t answer in words and only uses growls, moans, or other primal sounds to reply, if any at all. Or she wouldn’t even reply and lets my questions hang until I repeatedly ask her to squeeze a reply from her, which gets tiring.

She also has this passive-aggressive thing where she always thinks she’s right and if I say anything that might conflict with her pre-conceived knowledge. She will argue with you and insist she isn’t arguing.

I noticed I started to forcefully demand her to change how she is because how she is, was irritating me.

I would demand a reply from her, and if she didn’t respond, I would get angry at her and give her an attitude.

I would tell her to learn her vocabulary because all her responses were just primitive sound tones and she needed to evolve.

But I realized she wasn’t the problem.

It was me.

The knives were getting larger and sharper in my stomach and they were starting to hurt me.

I experienced this before where I became so bothered with how the other person acted that I became so aggressive about it.

It might be because I’m so sensitive to how the other person is.

That’s my problem. But I can’t be numb either…

I just care too much.

I need to stop caring about other people and let go.

They are who they are, and I am who I am.

If I am to live where other people stop trying to control who I am, I must stop trying to control who they are too; it must start with me first..

I let myself become too dependent on others for my happiness.

I remembered again.. To live in sovereignty .

Dreaming 24:7

“Life is but a dream

Dreaming of a stream…”

(Then suddenly)… Ego brain!!!

Listening to System of A Down lately.

I mean, really listening.

It striked the chord of remembrance in me to accept all creations in non-judgement..

A person with a dominant Creator energies immerses in the process of creation instead of being stressed/strained during the creation…

Just like a person with dominant Healer energies immerses in the process of VIBRATIONAL HARMONIZATION instead of being stressed during the healing…

And it goes like this:

A person with a dominant __compassionate__ energies immerses in the process of __compassion_ instead of being stressed/strained during the compassion…

A person with a dominant __Truth__ energies immerses in the process of __speaking the truth_ instead of being stressed/strained during the truth-speaking…

A person with a dominant __”Power”__ energies immerses in the process of __Empowerment_ instead of being stressed/strained during making things happen…

Path Whisperer


I’m done being a follower of other teachings and spending this money that was meant for better investments, such as food.

Although it may have seemed like the right investment at the time, due to those written and spoken trigger words they said, yet in my wisdom voice, it was not it.
Yet it was.

For the last investment triggered in me a strong rebellion that that “training” was not for me.

I give to myself this space where the only guru is myself.

So I need not look outside of me for access to God.

I AM all I desire.

(C) The Voice of the Wounded Soul

Amidst The Crowd, Eye of Storm

I saw that the way I am, I felt almost compelled, or more accurately a strong inner mode of operation to have a connection of my crown chakra to the “krystic way” of being.
And that if there was nothing of higher essence that I could connect my crown chakra to, that I didn’t know how else to be.
It’s my guiding force.

This is my connection to the “God-Source”.

This is where my one true voice comes from.
In feeling this connection with me, alike an omni-love presence always with me, gives a powerful reassurance that everything is alright.

Teaching to listen and trust.

To honor my choices.

That it is okay to say No to others thinking they know my path better than mines, as I shift into saying yes to what’s in line with my path.
This intimate space where It is only me and my higher self.

  
(C) The Voice of the Wounded Soul