Reset Button

“Things always get worse before they get better.”

Last night I met with my friend whom I haven’t spoken in almost a year.

He reminded me the importance of meditation.

I realized I’d fallen into that codependent swirl down the drain again.

It clicked so hard.

I’d given myself away so much I was getting lost and depressed.

I was getting addicted to being with other people even if they pissed me off.

I’m glad I stopped myself before I dissipated into nothingness.

I was becoming the energy that I hated: neediness.

And now I’m totally at peace.. Cleaning myself up from that deadly Fibonacci  spiral.

Meditation… It works.

It’s my reset button.

Amidst The Crowd, Eye of Storm

I saw that the way I am, I felt almost compelled, or more accurately a strong inner mode of operation to have a connection of my crown chakra to the “krystic way” of being.
And that if there was nothing of higher essence that I could connect my crown chakra to, that I didn’t know how else to be.
It’s my guiding force.

This is my connection to the “God-Source”.

This is where my one true voice comes from.
In feeling this connection with me, alike an omni-love presence always with me, gives a powerful reassurance that everything is alright.

Teaching to listen and trust.

To honor my choices.

That it is okay to say No to others thinking they know my path better than mines, as I shift into saying yes to what’s in line with my path.
This intimate space where It is only me and my higher self.

  
(C) The Voice of the Wounded Soul